More Love, More Beauty

Ah, my cup runneth over! Check this out. Isn’t it beautiful?

It’s the paperback edition of The Astonishing Adventures of Fanboy and Goth Girl. I really thought I’d never like anything more than that red cover, but MAN! What an amazing cover! Love it.

A lot of authors HATE their covers. I’ve been really lucky — I love mine!

(Won’t it be eye-catching on a shelf next to Boy Toy?)

Love, Beauty

Imagine my shock and surprise when I came home from an eye doctor’s appointment this afternoon only to find that UPS had come and gone in my absence…and left a copy of Boy Toy on my front step.

When I say “a copy,” I don’t mean one of the galleys I’ve been signing for the past few months. I mean an actual, honest-to-God finished, bound hardcover book!

I was amazed. The book isn’t out until September and it seems like last year, I didn’t get a copy of Fanboy until much closer to the actual in-store date.

But who am I to complain about getting my book early, of all things?

Anyway, let me tell you something — I absolutely love this book! No, I’m not devolving into a creature of pure ego. I’m not talking about the words at all. I mean the look of it. God, it’s a thing of beauty! Houghton did a nice embossed treatment on the front cover, raising the letters in the title. There are little touches everywhere — the front flap in blue, for example, with the back flap in complementary green. The green endpapers. The way they’ve turned the cover design into a logo, using it everywhere on the cover it says “Boy Toy.”

I really thought that nothing could compare to the thrill of seeing my first book in print, but I have to say this is just as thrilling. It’s a beautiful package and I’m really happy with it. My thanks to everyone involved, but especially artist extraordinaire Jon Gray (who managed to distill a complicated and broad narrative into a simple, eye-catching image) and Sheila Smallwood, who took Jon’s vision and translated into a terrific package design.

How to Write the Great American Novel

Oh, boy, this is great! Especially since the guy eats OATMEAL! (In-joke, sorry. But those of you in on it will be cracking up right about now…)

[Thanks to GalleyCat for finding it.]

Writing Gay/Gay Writing

(Thanks to Justine for pointing this out.)

My friend David Levithan gave a terrific, impassioned speech when he was in Australia last month, talking about the importance of courage when it comes to choosing what books to place on the shelves in schools, libraries, and bookstores. David was talking specifically about books for kids that deal with homosexuality, pointing out that for many people, homophobia is the last “acceptable prejudice” (an oxymoron if ever there was one).

It’s a great speech — and short, only about ten minutes — so I encourage you to give it a listen if you make your living in any way with books. Hell, I encourage you to give it a listen if your only connection to books is that you read them — it will make you think about what ends up on your shelves and why.

Sadly, what he says is applicable in the U.S. The speech was given in Australia, but you can find plenty of communities in the States where the clock has rolled back to the 1950s and beyond vis a vis gay rights. A couple of years ago, my ex-wife found herself embroiled in a controversy for putting the book And Tango Makes Three on the shelf in her elementary school library. Why? Because it’s about two male penguins who adopt a baby penguin.

Oh, horrors!

Yeah, the county where she worked (the same county I grew up in, the same county that banned Carolyn Mackler‘s The Earth, My Butt, and Other Big Round Things) is so reactionary and so homophobic that the idea of two male birds raising a baby bird terrifies them. (I joked at the time that the issue wasn’t homosexuality — the powers that be were just afraid that kids would mimic the penguins and start wearing tuxedos at too young an age…)

I also want to take a moment and talk about what the speech meant to me personally. I’m not used to talking about things like this in public, so forgive me if my fingers stray to some odd words or turns of phrase on the keyboard.

Of fiction, David says at one point, “In the right hands, it doesn’t just entertain — it’s meaningful. It says, ‘You belong.'” And he’s right. The best fiction does this regardless of subject matter — it finds its audience and brings that audience into the light.

And that’s actually why I changed what my third book was going to be.

If you go here, you’ll see that my third book is titled Hero-Type. Assuming someone wants to buy it, it’ll be my follow-up to Boy Toy. But originally I was going to write an entirely different book. About a gay kid in Brookdale who doesn’t come out of the closet. He’s too afraid. He sees how other out kids are treated and he decides, “That’s not for me.” It was going to be about the summer where he’s on vacation and is able to truly be himself for the first time…and what it’s like to come back to Brookdale — and the closet — after that.

But you know what I realized? I realized that I’m not the guy to write that story. My intention in coming up with the idea was to grab a straight audience by the scruff of the neck and force it to realize the price of its own intolerance. But here’s the thing — what message would it send to the gay audience?

I’m not a big fan of self-censorship. I don’t induldge in a lot of hand-wringing, thinking, “Oh, but what will people think of me/the book/the character?” And those of you who’ve followed this blog know that I hate the idea of writing at an issue.

But in this instance I realized that my whole point could be obscured far too easily. Far too many people could read the book and come away from it with the idea that staying in the closet is the good thing, the sane thing.

This is a topic, a story, and an audience that deserves the very best. Like David said, homophobia is the last bulwark of “socially-acceptable” idiotic, unreasoning bigotry and hatred. It’s not that I’m afraid. It’s just that I’ve realized that I lack the perspective to do it justice.

Does this mean I’ll never write that book? Well, I never say never. But David’s speech made me realize that I made the right decision a year or so ago when I decided to write Hero-Type. Better one less book on this topic than one that does its audience a tremendous disservice.

Additional Boy Toy Reader Responses

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